When a marriage breaks down and you know that you are the main cause of it, do not take it for granted that a second chance will come by easily.
After all, you should know how some things once broken, can never be mended. And if you still insist on having your way thinking that “persistence” will see you through (it is called selfishness/stupidity actually), well, you will only make the other party more disgusted and affirms the mere fact that separation was the right choice.
I do not wish you well nor ill thoughts, nor care about your well being. After all, I think you got your karma in another form. You are a nobody to me. Your loss is my gain, and I will make sure it stays that way.