I am constantly putting my baby’s needs before mine.
I cannot bathe until she has taken a bath.
I cannot sleep until she falls asleep (which is tough, with her being colicky and all).
My schedule is no longer governed by my whims and fancies.
I learn to appreciate my own mother alot more.
Being a mother is not easy. Motherhood didn’t come with instructions of course.
Her smile (she is stingy with her smiles though) does make me melt, even though it is rare for a 6-week old baby to smile often.